Romans 4:20-21 AMP

But he did not doubt or waver in unbelief concerning the promise of God, but he grew strong and empowered by faith, giving glory to God, being fully convinced that God had the power to do what He had promised.

We got the news a few months ago and were so excited and trusted God that this was our blessing. I saw a sign of it…I saw a sign of a miscarriage, but after that initial fear, I pushed it out and was determined to trust God and have faith. After much time, it was a miscarriage after all. I was losing another one. I allowed the words that comforted me in the past and my current blessing to get me through.  It is hard, but I am thriving because of God. And at this very moment, I’m still trusting God to give me a clean bill of health which I don’t have yet, but I choose to trust Him. 

And even in the midst of this, I choose to be like Abraham; I choose to believe in my God, who cares for me, who loves me. Even though I don’t understand why a miscarriage again… even though I don’t understand why my body is still not cleared I choose to trust that I’m in his hands and he will bless us again. And I am so grateful for our current blessings.

 So, I grow strong and empowered by faith, all the glory to God.